The truth about having a miscarriage

I didn't really want to speak about my miscarriage on here, because its so personal to me. But my blog is like my little diary and I love speaking about things as it's proven to be a really good coping mechanism. On the 18th of May I found out I was going through a missed miscarriage. This is where you miscarry at any given time and your body fails to let you know. It sounds really hard, im not going to lie but it is. I was meant to be around 10 weeks pregnant and was booked into a reassurance scan only to be told that I had miscarried at 6 weeks and my baby no longer was alive. I was broken. I had so many people around me who experienced loss of baby, ectopic pregnancies etc. I never ever expected myself to go through this, as you do with anything; you're never ever prepared. You always try to understand how people must be feeling when it comes to things like this but you can never really understand until you go through it yourself. 

What I've been watching lately

It's no joke that lockdown has bored a lot of us, but I've been doing so many more things whilst being stuck inside. I've been really enjoying getting stuff done that's been on the to do list for a while, one of the things I really wanted to do was watch more tv. I know that sounds pretty lazy, but I always watch YouTube in the evenings, I barely watch anything else now they've taken PLL off netflix, which I am so not over by the way. So my job for this lockdown was to try something new, and that I did. I love sitting down in the evenings with a cup of tea and simply winding down with a good series or a good film to watch, weirdly it puts me in the best moods.

Where I buy Harry's clothes from

I get a lot of questions on my Instagram on where I get Harry's clothes from, honestly I get loads. I can be quite particular when it comes to what Harry wears but I guess I can be because I am his mum. I don't really tend to spend loads on kids clothes purely for the fact that they are growing 24/7, they get messy and it just seems pointless spending loads of money on something they're not going to be in for forever. I used to buy everything from Primark but I've kind of grown out of their whole kids collection, it's just not for me anymore but their women's section I am all for. Casey (best friend & advice giverer) always tells me off because I'm constantly showing her photos of what I got Harry, she says he has way too many clothes and that for every piece of clothing I buy harry, that's one piece of clothing I have to buy for her...god help me. I'm going to share my favourite places to shop for Harry, you may want to try some out for yourself!

June Glossybox

I have only been subscribed to Glossy Box for a few months now but I've never been so happy with a subscription box before. I had heard about Glossy Box so many times before and it was something I  never really thought about trying for myself, so I was so shocked when I received my first box because the products inside are genuinely incredible. This months glossy box theme was "world of beauty" and I was most excited for this one because its everything makeup related. One of my goals for 2020 is to try new makeup brands and new products and Glossy Box is the perfect thing for that, because every month is something new!

Welcome to my new blog!

Hello my lovelies,

As you can see, we have a brand new blog! To say it's been stressful has been a complete understatement really! I wanted a fresh start and to make my blog more me and grown up. I was so unhappy with my other design, really unhappy so it was time for a change and I am all over it.

I want to make my blog more about me and the things I enjoy, whether that's talking about a Costa order or deep chats about the struggles of motherhood. I just want to be more me. 

I'm not going to rant on this post because I'll end up going completely off topic but please stay tuned for my blog, I'm so excited and proud of myself!

Take care

Kay x